Update

After my 2nd doctor's appointment I have been prescribed Fluoxetine for my depression and anxiety, I am in two minds about how I feel about this.

1.Finally I have done something about this and I am on my way to clearing my head,

2.Did I come off that bad that I really need these?

I will document before and after taking this as I have a busy Halloween weekend (my friends from home are down visiting me) and I will start taking the medication on the monday as it is 'advised' that I do not drink with them. 

I have started to record a video diary and started to keep a journal as well and will be scanning in entries every week.